by Mirage on February 26th, 2012, 8:47 am
I must say that, ever since I became an ST the world of Mizahar has begun to change in my eyes. It is hard to view things as I used to as simply a player, and I often find myself looking at the bigger picture instead of just the tiny speck of sand that is my character in a giant desert that is Mizahar. I wonder if it is like this for all ST's? Does every single one of us have this moment when we suddenly realize that, "Oh, now My actions have consequences on so many and not just those in contact with my characters..."
I may be over-thinking things, or maybe I am simply growing tired with the late hours and double shifts. However, I have begun to develop this strange sense that what I thought was Mizahar was just the outer layer, and now I am beginning to see deeper into the depths of a new reality entirely. Truly I have come to respect everything that others did when I was still just a player. It is so daunting at times, but in that same instance it is the greatest joy I have ever known.
Needless to say, I love being a story teller. I love the work, the struggle, the stress and the creativity that comes with the position. I enjoy organizing and developing this wonderful world, and more and more I begin to see that there really is life in this idea. Once more I pose this, and it has become my catch phrase of sorts.
What is it that makes what we know real, and what is real to us? What defines something as being truth, and what makes us so certain that what others view is not reality to them? Thus I say to you, Question your Reality and open your minds to the possibilities hidden within the truth. There is more in this world than we could ever know, and more and more I see it... Mizahar is no different.
Seek truth, but understand that it may be different if you stand on the pique of a mountain, or at the bottom of the sea.