Ihnar looked Dhalv in his eyes rather nervously, backing a few steps away, closer to the corner he was heading towards. The pycon listened carefully to the warning the doctor gave him. This seemed so different than in books.. perhaps it was the fact he wasn't human. Pycons didn't have organs. They couldn't be poisoned or diseased. Clearly humans were more sensitive, if something as small as a miss-dose could kill them. Was this what he wanted?
A small wave of regret washed over the pycon. He tried to keep his face at the same pose. That man would throw him out, if he knew Ihnar was doubting. This was what he wanted. If someone could die.. wouldn't it at least be better to try and help them..? Ihnar looked at Eri briefly, his feelings deepening a bit. If he was to.. say find Eri dying on the streets, he would rather have the skills needed to drag him back to life.
Ihnar had to stand on his toes to reach the corner of the rag, and pull it away from Dhalvs hands. He grimly noticed a slight problem. The rag was moist. It was insanely hard to keep a hold of it with his clay hands.
Simply do not return..
Dhalvs words echoed in his mind, repeating themselves over and over again. Sometimes he could swear the tone of the words was changing. Sounding menacing.
Simply do not return..
... it was nearly a hiss now. A silent mans growl, getting louder and louder.
Simply do not return..
He could run away now. The man would never find him and Eri was going to be fine too. The images of Eri laying on the street, unconscious, bleeding came back to him. He had to know how to stop it. He didn't want to lose anyone.
Ihnar blinked his eyes, returning back to this world. He had been standing there, shaking with a feverish expression on his face.
Dully he noted the rag was long gone, just sitting there on the floor, with little smudges of clay on it.
He had to sit down, he could feel the room spinning. With a tired slump he sat down on the floor, gripping his hand around the rag.
'... I can do it..j-just give me time..' He whispered to the rag, sweeping his hand over it as if petting a small animal. Pycons couldn't cry, the thing was as mysterious to him as the stars in the sky. He had learned most races cried, dropping water from their eyes. They seemed to do it when they were sad. He wished he could do it now, so he wouldn't seem so alien to the doctor. Ihnar couldn't muster the strength to turn and face Dhalvs face. He knew he would be unsatisfied with him. He also knew he had ruined his only chance, by failing a thing as simple as this. Explaining would be useless. Lies wouldn't save anything anymore. It was over, the game has been lost. His body was still shivering, another sign of his weakness. Another thing to be used against him.