by Fable on January 20th, 2016, 4:09 am
Hello Alvadas!
So, first of all, I would like to apologize to all of you. I thought that after becoming an ST, I would learn patience not lose it. Instead, I've come to the point where I cannot in good conscience remain on staff. I have too many personal issues, and, unfortunately for all of you, I'm not letting myself ignore them anymore. I have been and continue to be impressed by all of you as writers, and I can confidently say that Alvadas has some of the best people on Mizahar period. If I were a better person, I would stay just for you all, but I'm not. I'm tired and selfish, and while I would like to finish the plots I've started with all of you, I've reached a point where writing here isn't something I can do anymore.
I am incredibly grateful for how wonderful all of you have been. If it wasn't for you and the Kalea team, I would have left a good while ago. I wish things could have been different. I worked to try to make them a little better, at least in Alvadas, but I really underestimated the power of my own frustration. It wasn't fair to you, and I regret that. I hope that, whether it's on this site, another, or in the privacy of your own time in your own place, you all continue to write. I was absolutely priveledged to get some of the best writers in Mizahar to work with; not just in skill but in temperament. You all have been accommodating and understanding and full of wonderful questions. If I were a calmer more rational human, I would stay because I probably won't find a group of more enjoyable people to moderate over. I am not. I am leaving, but I wanted you all to understand that it doesn't have anything to do with you, the players. Please continue to be as amazing as I've had the privilege to work with.
Many thanks,
Fable.