Too much was happening. The world was somehow imploding and exploding around Seodai all at once. There were arms around him, arms which were not his Lysander's - skinny, brown arms that held him tightly. Boyish, sniffling sobs, and a broken explanation which did little to penetrate the fog of confusion the Denvali farmer found himself in. How could it be that this was Lysander, too? He did not look upon that upturned face with contempt. To feel such an emotion would require a dose of comprehension, at least, and Seodai had none. It was an open disbelief and confusion with which he fixed wide brown eyes, so bright with moisture.
Why wouldn't the festival just be quiet?! For perhaps the first time in his life, Seodai did not feel like a Denvali first, an individual second. He didn't want to fetch his bow, to run off and protect their lonely outcropping from whatever danger was falling about their ears. And, in pure sacrilege to the goddess who favored him so, Seodai wasn't worried about the farm. About his animals, the labor of his heart and his hands - none of that came to mind. Even Syllke, who had darted off away from Seo's misery, slipped from his mind. Seodai, indulging one of the few purely selfish moments he had ever had in his life, just wanted some damned quiet. He wanted the ruddy brown hair in his fingertips to go away. He wanted the horrified, tearful face of the boy in front of him to meld. Bring back the flash of light, bring back his Lysander. He wanted his damned Lysander!
"What?" he bit out, still clinging to the form that had taken the place of his beloved - half afraid that to let him go would be to lose him entirely. He'd hear the explanation again. And again, probably, until it could somehow make sense.
There was no time for that, though. The boy was wide eyed with concern, protective over Seo in a way that could only grate upon the Denvali. How he hated his imperfection. Talen was yelling at them, too. Shoving them in one direction as if it were meaningful. As if there might actually be something more important than figuring out what had happened to Lysander. In the ensuing stumble, Seodai gripped at the hand of what had once been his beautiful Lysander, holding so tightly it might have ached. He wasn't about to lose him to the maddening crowd.
And then there was Delano, barking orders to Talen that implicitly included himself and the boy he was now towing along - willingly or no. It was in that moment that Seodai lifted his bright blues from a sunkissed face, and took in the mayhem the Festival had become. It wasn't a proper measure of patriotism that urged him to obey the weaponsmaster, but instead the ingrained sense of right and wrong his level headed Uncle had long since instilled in him. Somehow, with Lysander lost, the whole of Denval had gone mad. And though it made no sense whatsoever, he knew enough to value the seemingly simple command given to them. Music. That damned annoying tune, which he had somehow missed entirely until his ears strained for it, was an ugly and uncomfortable thing to his very human ears. He would be glad to stop it, nevermind the effect it may be having on the kelvics present.
"This way," he said to Lysander, darting around a surge of humanity who pushed past them in a throng. He paid little mind to drag Talen along. His very capable cousin always had a way of being where he was supposed to, at just the right moment. He'd find his way there, too.
With a white-knuckled grip on the imposter that was Lysander, Seodai pressed through with some difficulty, the mass of bodies trying to get away from the music. He nearly lost his grip on Lysander once, causing him to drop his own stream of obscenities into the roar of frightened Denvali voices. Agitated, he began to shoulder through with bruising force - bumping whoever might be in his way determinedly. This earned more than one surprised glance from townspeople who had never as much as seen Seodai scowl, much less fixed with determined frustration.
When, at last, they were free of the press of bodies and standing only feet away from the offending instruments, Seodai was momentarily struck with immobility. The expressions on their faces were simply surreal; eerie and almost possessed. It was strange to watch, and he might have done so longer, had not the cry of an animal behind him broke that stunned reverie. The band was comprised of normal people, simple Denvali folk who had the gift of music. And so he felt no need for a complicated strategy. Seodai simply, with his one free hand (ever unwilling to let go with the other), grabbed for the nearest instrument. Without those, the musicians couldn't continue, after all. |