
His dreams were treacherous and enticing, and when he awoke with their gasping images still fresh behind his eyes, Razkar was in two minds about them. In the one he felt... almost soiled by his own lack of willpower, the betrayal of his body, lusting so after one other than she who had been there for him in the jungle for so long. His great love...
The other mind was much more base and couldn't even spell "noble", but it wasn't Razkar's honor that snickering, salacious voice was appealing to. It teased and taunted him with images of Edri, pale and naked and beautiful, knowing that Razkar wanted her-
But just because you want doesn't mean you take... even if it's apparently on a platter.
With that somewhat self-aggrandizing thought, a voice pierced his veil and bought him groaning back to reality. Air sharp with sea water, hard wood "softened" by bags of food stuffs under him, and the oh-so-familiar feel of his cloak...
And her. Her smell. That strange, salty-yet-scrubbed smell that the Myrian would now and forever associate with the Svefra.
Then his bleary eyes saw her talking to someone... a large someone... and large purple some-
Oh, no.
"Myrian!" Turak all but boomed, and Razkar swore that you could have used his grin as fertilizer. He would never hear the end of this. "I trust that you slept well? Hmm?"
That hmm had barbs in it. Barbs that leered. Razkar felt his skin darken, and hoped Edreina would not notice that, yes, Myrians can blush. Perhaps she'd think it was an optical illusion, a trick of the light or her eyes... or...
He caught a glance from her. Apparently not.
"My night passed good." He said stiffly, hauling himself upright and cracking his back back into position. "I hope you, too."
"Had some company, did we?"
Razkar tightened his jaw and forced himself to maintain eye contact. He had nothing to hide, no cause for shame or evasion. Doing any of the three would only goad the licentious Akalak.
"My friend was not to walk to her ship. Was trunk. With ale. So I offer sleep."
Turak cocked an eyebrow and swiveled it to Edreina. "You know he has a hammock below decks, right, Oh, Myrian such a rom-"
"I wanted to protect her, also. Was men who not hear word "no" good out last night."
It took a few moments for Razkar's butchered Common to become clear to Turak. The look on Edreina's face - flush with shame and embarrassment and the fragments of that dread that had drove Razkar into a red, killing rage - crystalized it for him. No witty rejoinder that time. No quip. His face became as serious as Razkar had seen it for weeks.
"Oh... well... in that case, I, ah... Yes!" His head turned back to Edreina again. "I am somewhat anxious, my darlin'." Razkar's eyes narrowed before he realized how stupid it was to be a jealous male, here. "Me and my cousin, we're roamers, y'know? Like you Svefra. Not used to hanging around one party when there's so many others to sample! So, off to Syliras for us! The Shining City...!"
He turned away muttering delightedly about an Epyharian bordello he'd heard of there - Six hands! Six! Can you imagine what they could do?! - and walked back down the stairs with a tread so heavy it made the wood crack in places. Razkar shook his head and got sleepy all over again... so he carried out their usual ritual in the morning-
-and dunked his head in The Barrel.
"You must excuse," he said eventually, after coughing and sputtering the water from his face, icy tendrils of it worming down his neck and chest, "He is... not bad soul. But he has great greed for life. Women, drink, fight, world..." He shook his head with something like fondness. "Not like all Akalak, that one. Not so... up own arsehole."
He chuckled at the poor witticism and leaned on the railing next to her, warm smile alighting his face. The morning favored him, she realized. It was before his mind had fully settled into the warrior mentality he prized so highly. Only in dreams are we free... and in the first waking, we bring some of that freedom with us.
"Syliras. That is where we go soon..."
