This wasn’t exactly good news for Kelski. The fact that ghosts were real didn’t set well with her beings that many people in Sunberth had been freed of their earthly bounds by her hand or her daggers or even a garotte wire. Those that were close to her killed as well. And in her book, on Architectrix, Kelski had read that sentient buildings drew ghosts. It disturbed her in a way she hadn’t ever been disturbed as a Kelvic? How did one fight something that was dead? Darvin came to mind immediately and the Kelvic felt a coldness rush through her soul, all the way from her toes to the follicles of her hair on her head. She swallowed hard, met Anja’s gaze, and nodded.
“Will you tell me sometime of the signs there is a ghost near? I worry… this place is violent. Many have died. Some have died hating me.” She said softly, so softly, it might have been hard to tell she was saying anything at all.
Wait… what? “Meriann?” Kelski tossed her head like Maisa did when she was startled or exceedingly unhappy and blew out a long breath. “You are sure? Very sure?” She asked, tilting her head sideways as goosebumps rose on her arms. At Anja’s further words, Kelski nodded. “If it is your work, I will gladly pay you for such measures. I would even exchange jewelry for you, if any would help you in your work.” Protections from ghosts? Yes, please, especially one soul in particular that was nastier than most people ever conceived of being when he was alive.
And though the conversation moved on, Kelski would remind him later and bring it back up. She smiled at the thought of a friendship with a horse. She liked the animals, for all that she was a predator herself. Eagles had no qualms with big grazers. Birds and horses often got along well, with the avians following along as the horses grazed, eating the bugs the horses freed from the grasses. And in exchange, often the birds would perch on the necks and rumps of horses, eating flies and other pesky bothersome things. And while Kelski wasn’t even remotely that type of bird, she still respected all animal life and would make sure Maisa felt welcome if she wanted to come eat the overgrown grass.
“My kind are not like the humans who roam thickly in the cities. We are far fewer and often blend in unless we are unfortunate at birth to be born with features…. Well features such as mine. Strange eyes, unique coloring… that sort of thing. But if you watch closely, you can tell a Kelvic. They will be drinking in scents, scanning the area like a dog or cat will, and they often hear or see things before humans do.” She advised, shifting on her driftwood seat and getting more comfortable.
Picking up another smoked fillet, Kelski nibbled this one with less hurry than the last one. She found that she often got full these days now that she was not a slave and could eat freely whenever she wanted too. She listened quietly as Anja explained what the Sea of Grass was like and her eyes softened.
“To soar over such a thing would be amazing. I will have to see it someday. It sounds like such a beautiful thing… a thing of very unique beauty.” She said in response. “And yet, I bet it has its own places, its secret byways… streams and rivers, copses of trees… things that clue your people in to traveling it. The ocean does too if you know where to look. Tell me.. .is there a God of the Grass? There is one of the Sea and it would stand to reason if your home is like that someone rules over it.” Kelski said wistfully. She loved hearing stories of the Gods and learning of new ones.
At his explanation of what a wife was, Kelski nodded. “That sounds like Bondmates. My kind bond to humans, though they can be bonded without being lovers. Kynier is my lover… my mate… but I have been unable to bond with him. Something isn’t right inside me. I wanted to for a long time…. I felt like I could. Over and over in fact when I met him, but the time wasn’t right. He was a stranger. And I held back… even though I love him. And now it doesn’t try. It holds back through no fault of his. We have never talked about children. He might put a child in me someday. I don’t know much about it. But Sunberth is dangerous and children don’t live long. Kynier might not live long either. Humans never do. They say our lives as Kelvics are shorter because we live the length of our animals. Mice Kelvics might live only a couple of years where eagles like me can live forty or more. But he could live to be a hundred… far longer than I will ever see. It is the way of things… the way of life. Life is rarely fair or equal, no?” She added, taking a bite of the salmon, and chewing thoughtfully.
“I am sorry for your wife. Did she linger on as a ghost? If something happened to Kynier in life, I should like to see him live on as a ghost if he wished it as well. I had often thought there is life beyond death because sometimes I meet people I feel I recognize. You, for one, are very familiar to me though I have not known you before today. I feel like speaking to you is safe and I trust my insides. They never lead me wrong. I want to talk once more about what you said… that you could protect houses from ghosts. I have reason to think my home… The Midnight Gem will attract them. Good reason. And there are dead people I do not want to see again, not ever…” She said gently, thoughtfully. Talking to Anja was soothing, almost leveling in a way that she didn’t experience with most people.
Kelski could see why ghosts were drawn to him.
“Will you tell me sometime of the signs there is a ghost near? I worry… this place is violent. Many have died. Some have died hating me.” She said softly, so softly, it might have been hard to tell she was saying anything at all.
Wait… what? “Meriann?” Kelski tossed her head like Maisa did when she was startled or exceedingly unhappy and blew out a long breath. “You are sure? Very sure?” She asked, tilting her head sideways as goosebumps rose on her arms. At Anja’s further words, Kelski nodded. “If it is your work, I will gladly pay you for such measures. I would even exchange jewelry for you, if any would help you in your work.” Protections from ghosts? Yes, please, especially one soul in particular that was nastier than most people ever conceived of being when he was alive.
And though the conversation moved on, Kelski would remind him later and bring it back up. She smiled at the thought of a friendship with a horse. She liked the animals, for all that she was a predator herself. Eagles had no qualms with big grazers. Birds and horses often got along well, with the avians following along as the horses grazed, eating the bugs the horses freed from the grasses. And in exchange, often the birds would perch on the necks and rumps of horses, eating flies and other pesky bothersome things. And while Kelski wasn’t even remotely that type of bird, she still respected all animal life and would make sure Maisa felt welcome if she wanted to come eat the overgrown grass.
“My kind are not like the humans who roam thickly in the cities. We are far fewer and often blend in unless we are unfortunate at birth to be born with features…. Well features such as mine. Strange eyes, unique coloring… that sort of thing. But if you watch closely, you can tell a Kelvic. They will be drinking in scents, scanning the area like a dog or cat will, and they often hear or see things before humans do.” She advised, shifting on her driftwood seat and getting more comfortable.
Picking up another smoked fillet, Kelski nibbled this one with less hurry than the last one. She found that she often got full these days now that she was not a slave and could eat freely whenever she wanted too. She listened quietly as Anja explained what the Sea of Grass was like and her eyes softened.
“To soar over such a thing would be amazing. I will have to see it someday. It sounds like such a beautiful thing… a thing of very unique beauty.” She said in response. “And yet, I bet it has its own places, its secret byways… streams and rivers, copses of trees… things that clue your people in to traveling it. The ocean does too if you know where to look. Tell me.. .is there a God of the Grass? There is one of the Sea and it would stand to reason if your home is like that someone rules over it.” Kelski said wistfully. She loved hearing stories of the Gods and learning of new ones.
At his explanation of what a wife was, Kelski nodded. “That sounds like Bondmates. My kind bond to humans, though they can be bonded without being lovers. Kynier is my lover… my mate… but I have been unable to bond with him. Something isn’t right inside me. I wanted to for a long time…. I felt like I could. Over and over in fact when I met him, but the time wasn’t right. He was a stranger. And I held back… even though I love him. And now it doesn’t try. It holds back through no fault of his. We have never talked about children. He might put a child in me someday. I don’t know much about it. But Sunberth is dangerous and children don’t live long. Kynier might not live long either. Humans never do. They say our lives as Kelvics are shorter because we live the length of our animals. Mice Kelvics might live only a couple of years where eagles like me can live forty or more. But he could live to be a hundred… far longer than I will ever see. It is the way of things… the way of life. Life is rarely fair or equal, no?” She added, taking a bite of the salmon, and chewing thoughtfully.
“I am sorry for your wife. Did she linger on as a ghost? If something happened to Kynier in life, I should like to see him live on as a ghost if he wished it as well. I had often thought there is life beyond death because sometimes I meet people I feel I recognize. You, for one, are very familiar to me though I have not known you before today. I feel like speaking to you is safe and I trust my insides. They never lead me wrong. I want to talk once more about what you said… that you could protect houses from ghosts. I have reason to think my home… The Midnight Gem will attract them. Good reason. And there are dead people I do not want to see again, not ever…” She said gently, thoughtfully. Talking to Anja was soothing, almost leveling in a way that she didn’t experience with most people.
Kelski could see why ghosts were drawn to him.