Clyde just looked back, as Elaine spoke, asking his forgiveness, and asking him over and over "why". "That is not for me to answer. As I said, I do not judge you one way or the other, I was not there, I don't know enough of what happened, I have no right to judge you for such past actions." She seemed in simple enough terms, conflicted. Though when that term referred to a ghost, it was bound to come in a odd fashion. She was unsure of herself, going from one side to the other, and Clyde was just there to watch. He seemed to have less and less to say as this conversation progressed. Instead, all he could do was listen, and try to understand, and be honest with her. "Thank you Elaine... Yes... I do think we are friends, or as close to friendship as I am capable of being. You know I am a mage, and have even profited from it at times, from my gift of soulmist... And you know for one such as I, one skilled as I in the arcane, it is hard to see people in a kind light... Most want something, or have ulterior reasoning for being around me. So it is hard to truly believe someone simply likes me for me... But when dealing with spirits, such as you, it seems easier to believe." "I would never try to humiliate you, or to mess with your mind. You have seen me, you know me about as well as you could. You have even been in me, touched me, the true me, touched at my mind. That is not a small thing." Clyde paused for a moment, mulling things over, what she had said... What she truly meant... "But you are right, living forever seems a bit pointless if you have no goal, if you are alone without anyone to watch your back. Perhaps in that respect, we can be there for each other. If you have some goal, I would be willing to help you, to give you what aid I can." "And though at the moment our relationship, it seems a bit one sided, with me doing things for you, my future is much less certain. I do not know which way my life will take me, how I will end up. But I know one thing for certain, I will need allies, allies I can trust, whom will give me aid, and assist me when the time comes. So while I do not have need of you now, I know I will some day. And when that day comes, I hope we will still be friends, and you will come." "But I do enjoy helping you, and spending time with you. It seems at times, I fit in more with the dead, than the living. I suppose that is a bit sad, but still true. I am aged beyond my years by my experiences, and pains, and the wrongs I have endured. Perhaps that is due to my magics, and what they have wrought... But I don't know, I cant imagine my life ever being average, and I know my future will not be. My enemies and obstacles will by their nature be bigger and stronger, in order to be truly called an obstacle for me. The stronger you become, the greater the opposition you will end up facing." |