
50, Fall of 515 AV
It had been ages since Baelin had been in The Broken Casket. But it was past time he went out and he really couldn’t handle The Rearing Stallion. The press of people at the more local-friendly tavern had the tendency to leave Baelin even more stressed by the time he left than he had been prior.
The tavern had a manageable quantity of foreigners milling about. Oddly enough, Baelin felt more comfortable here than he did anywhere in Stormhold. The nearness of the docks offered a glimpse of freedom and Baelin did thrill at the feeling of being just the smallest bit removed from Stormhold.
The half-Dhani caught a whiff of spice off of the owner while he ordered a mug of kelp beer. The owner, a grizzled older man who seemed to hold the twinkle of a story in his eyes, snatched a worn mug and filled it in one well-practiced, fluid motion. It reminded the smith of how fluidly Ros and Fredrick were able to swing their hammers while smithing; Baelin couldn’t help the jealousy that crept up. You’ll get there, he reassured himself for the umpteenth time. The half-Dhani gave a tight nod in thanks as he fished out five copper mizas and passed them over.
Baelin took stock of the establishment and tried to decide where he could settle down with his mug without being too much of a nuisance. There was a spot on a bench close to the door that seemed like a good vantage point and easy exit should he need a speedy escape. Not that he was planning to cause any trouble...he just liked having an exit strategy.
The burly man settled on the bench, the poorly framed wood creaking slightly under his weight, and took a tentative sip of his beer. It was a good bit salty, but Baelin didn’t mind. Salt reminded him of home. His real home. Not this overcrowded monstrosity of a city.
He felt like he should be doing something. Working. Exercising. Anything productive. His anxiety only grew the longer he sat doing nothing more than drink. Baelin hissed through clenched teeth in mounting irritation and took a larger swig of his beer. He barely took note of the flavor in his growing disquiet.
Perhaps he should try to talk with someone. Be social. Reach out to others. Try to put some kinds of personal roots down here. It was something he had skated around doing for the last five years, but it was hard to ignore how much his loneliness was eating at him.
He should really try to talk to someone. Making a connection would be quite productive. Torturous perhaps. Surely awkward. But productive.
The half-Dhani searched the room for someone who looked like they were both alone and wished not to be. But when another patron did meet his scrutiny with something that looked like hope in their eyes, Baelin quickly and instinctively averted his gaze. And when he convinced himself to stop being a child and looked back, the man was already in conversation with the barkeep.
Baelin huffed in annoyance, primarily focused on himself, and leaned back against the wall. This was fine. He could drink by himself.
It had been ages since Baelin had been in The Broken Casket. But it was past time he went out and he really couldn’t handle The Rearing Stallion. The press of people at the more local-friendly tavern had the tendency to leave Baelin even more stressed by the time he left than he had been prior.
The tavern had a manageable quantity of foreigners milling about. Oddly enough, Baelin felt more comfortable here than he did anywhere in Stormhold. The nearness of the docks offered a glimpse of freedom and Baelin did thrill at the feeling of being just the smallest bit removed from Stormhold.
The half-Dhani caught a whiff of spice off of the owner while he ordered a mug of kelp beer. The owner, a grizzled older man who seemed to hold the twinkle of a story in his eyes, snatched a worn mug and filled it in one well-practiced, fluid motion. It reminded the smith of how fluidly Ros and Fredrick were able to swing their hammers while smithing; Baelin couldn’t help the jealousy that crept up. You’ll get there, he reassured himself for the umpteenth time. The half-Dhani gave a tight nod in thanks as he fished out five copper mizas and passed them over.
Baelin took stock of the establishment and tried to decide where he could settle down with his mug without being too much of a nuisance. There was a spot on a bench close to the door that seemed like a good vantage point and easy exit should he need a speedy escape. Not that he was planning to cause any trouble...he just liked having an exit strategy.
The burly man settled on the bench, the poorly framed wood creaking slightly under his weight, and took a tentative sip of his beer. It was a good bit salty, but Baelin didn’t mind. Salt reminded him of home. His real home. Not this overcrowded monstrosity of a city.
He felt like he should be doing something. Working. Exercising. Anything productive. His anxiety only grew the longer he sat doing nothing more than drink. Baelin hissed through clenched teeth in mounting irritation and took a larger swig of his beer. He barely took note of the flavor in his growing disquiet.
Perhaps he should try to talk with someone. Be social. Reach out to others. Try to put some kinds of personal roots down here. It was something he had skated around doing for the last five years, but it was hard to ignore how much his loneliness was eating at him.
He should really try to talk to someone. Making a connection would be quite productive. Torturous perhaps. Surely awkward. But productive.
The half-Dhani searched the room for someone who looked like they were both alone and wished not to be. But when another patron did meet his scrutiny with something that looked like hope in their eyes, Baelin quickly and instinctively averted his gaze. And when he convinced himself to stop being a child and looked back, the man was already in conversation with the barkeep.
Baelin huffed in annoyance, primarily focused on himself, and leaned back against the wall. This was fine. He could drink by himself.