[Kendall's Scrapbook] Caught In The Crossfire

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[Kendall's Scrapbook] Caught In The Crossfire

Postby Bolden Denusk on October 25th, 2011, 3:10 pm

*pat pat* Sweetie we can't all be ginger! *puts up pic of being ginger with her ginger dog*
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[Kendall's Scrapbook] Caught In The Crossfire

Postby Kendall Saarinen on October 26th, 2011, 8:02 pm

Every once in a while my characters decide they are going to really let me into their souls. Sometimes it is just seeing things that they have seen and other times it is words like poetry. This is a poem written from the viewpoint of my newest character, Landon, at the age of sixteen (he is currently 26). He was in love with a girl he had only met once but he always admired her from afar. This is him after he knew she was gone for good. Note, the words with the parentheses next to them are in Latin. I understand there is no Latin language in Mizahar. Just bear with me. It seemed to fit.

Is est absentis… (She is gone)
The lover I never loved
Oh yes
I loved her from afar
But what is love
When we do not touch?
We do not speak
But in broken fragments
Stolen away
By the woman who grasps your chains

We do not kiss
We do not know
Oh Gods…
You do not love me
As I loved you
You may have felt it
Perhaps a spark
But you were not favored
Not enough to hold onto me
Or my desires

Her hair like fire in Syna's light
Eyes like Leth in dead of night
Meus pectus pectoris (My heart)
Were you kissed by Caiyha?
Given that perfect vulpine form
And amber eyes
The ones that hold me
Torture me
Make me beg for death
If I cannot have them upon me

Sweet vixen
You confuse me
Make me wonder how I fell
And keep falling
Only for you
Everything I do
Only for you

I should have known
Cheva would not give you to me
She would not let you know
How I wanted to give my heart
Her sister
Nikali already owned you
And you my dear…
You delivered me to Akajia
And what a sweet gift it was
To know so many secrets
But not yours...

And Gods… I loved her
If only I could have loved her longer
"I'm burning and I'm blacking my lungs.
Boy you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue."
-Ryan Ross

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Postby Sabastian Mora on October 27th, 2011, 11:57 pm

Go sulk in a corner, Landon. You little sissy.

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[Kendall's Scrapbook] Caught In The Crossfire

Postby Kendall Saarinen on October 28th, 2011, 9:11 pm

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I had the most awkward reaction when I saw this. I hiccuped/gasped/giggled.
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Boy you know it feels good with fire back on your tongue."
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Postby Woof on October 29th, 2011, 5:39 pm

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Kitty the Orange died for you!
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Postby Bolden Denusk on October 29th, 2011, 9:45 pm

one minute, 34 second prize for you! It's not kitties though--its snow. I took the vid at 5:20 pm while it's just started and I'll take another tonight before sleep. I remember you mentioned you like snow so I'm sharing it with you. <3



*edit* took another vid a half hour later with the help of la mineux-in fact while i tried to narrate, she purred over my voice! power is flickering so I better be careful coz it could go at anytime. damn nor'easter.

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Postby Kendall Saarinen on October 30th, 2011, 12:16 am

X3 I loooooooved the videos!! Thank you Lisa!! *cuddles forever* They were so cute! I love your kitty cat. She did a wonderful job of helping :D It only makes me want snow here even more. I grew up with tons of snow (Michigan is surrounded by lakes of course!) but we never get so much so early. You can call me offically jealous, although I am not jealous that you have to shovel. That much I hate about snow. I'm dreading that so much when it gets snowy here. I'm not going to think about that though! Happy snowy thoughts!
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Postby Bolden Denusk on October 31st, 2011, 4:39 pm

*happily shares all the extra snow* :D Oh and Mineux says hi! <3 *hugs n noms*
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Postby Kendall Saarinen on October 31st, 2011, 10:19 pm

Hi Minuex! Are you the Sabretooth?

Here is a crappy pic of me in my Halloween costume. I am a serial killer, oh and I should tell you my costume too. Haha, just kidding. I don't kill people. I have better pictures but I cannot get them off of my phone.

Taking all of my pics offline for safety reasons. Sorry.

I am not going trick-or-treating this year. I wasn't even going to go last year but I was called upon at the last second. My plans for Halloween are to have a Doctor Who marathon and swoon over Matt Smith.

Anyways... Happy Halloween all! <3
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Postby Growl on November 4th, 2011, 4:23 am

The fake blood is quite attractive Chesh.

*Hands you some Candy*

Enjoy.

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