"Well, I will take your word on all that," he said, dismissing the past as well. "The future is ultimately more interesting, and if you decide you do want to follow the dictates of your flesh, you will have an advantage over all men in knowing intimately how women think." His grin was still a little awkward, but that was Hadrian and it would take time to reconcile his memory of the pretty Zeltivan girl from the past and her current, and very different, form.
A thought struck him then, and he looked speculatively at his new... friend, was it? He was not used to having friends, but perhaps acquaintances was a better word for Kendall and Cathan. He wasn't sure he had friends. Even Vizyous followed him to Syliras because of a blood-bond, not a bond of friendship despite what they had been through together in Alvadas.
"I... don't want to get your hopes up, but... have you considered learning to magically alter your flesh? Most people call it Morphing anymore... I can do a bit of it, and I could teach you the basics. If you became a master, you could eventually mold your body back into the one into which you were born. I imagine it would take years and years to get to that level of mastery, but..." He shrugged, eyes intent on Kendall's as if to gauge his response. He found those mis-matched eyes oddly beautiful, and that made him a trifle uncomfortable, though truth be told, he was always a bit uncomfortable with people.
Though normally he was the one to win any staring contest, he looked away.
"I mean, well, I could teach you if you wanted. It seems that most of it is picked up from observation of forms, models, and practice."
Rather than continue speaking, because he was decidedly uncomfortable now, he looked down at his hands with his eyes and his Auristic vision, which took no effort to engage anymore, and only tired him after long, intense use. Fluxing djed into his hands, he remembered what Vizyous' Symenestra hands looked like, what they had felt like, and even the smell of the man, the sounds he made, focusing on the memory, the djed, and his hands as they gradually elongated, grew paler yet stronger, and his fingernails hardened and grew into claws.
It took him a little while to manage it, then look them over to be sure he hadn't forgotten anything. Only then, after a quality check, did he spread them for Kendall's viewing... pleasure? It was only then that he remembered that such a display might disgust him.
"Obviously this is in the wrong direction aesthetically," he said, vacillating, "but I think the utility is obvious, no?" |