Kirvan felt like he was being crushed from the inside, a sick realization of dread finally permeating his thick and now injured head. In his glow that the Balnag was now free, he failed to think ahead to what would happen after. If the creature ever strayed to the surface, the result for whoever was around at the time would be catastrophic, deadly, and above all incredibly dangerous. Even if he hadn't personally prompted its escape, he failed in trying to do anything to stop it, and now Laviku's domain was in danger. He should have done something when the Balnag was about to kill him - he wasn't recognized as one of Laviku's marked. The Balnag didn't recognize the Sea Father, he was truly severed from his home.
And now Kirvan had let it escape.
Of course, he wasn't solely responsible, but that wasn't important. While Maras carried him towards the temple, the svefra couldn't stop thinking about what could have been done. Could he have asked Wrenmae to call it back, just to send it deeper into the tunnels? Failing that, could he have done it himself? He doubted it, Kirvan's knowledge of magic was only names and purpose, the rest was embedded in superstition. In his state the cutlass by his side would have been useless, even more so against the Balnag if his companions' swords were anything to go by. Shyke, shyke, shyke, shyke! he kept thinking to himself, unable to let it go.
He looked up at K'mavia's back, which was all she showed them. He was not a smart man, but even he could feel the anger dripping from her towards them. Back at the cave entrance, he'd wanted to say something, apologize or otherwise try to explain himself somehow, but it'd all dried up the moment he tried to speak. There was no adequate explanation, he knew that, and she knew that. Which was why it was all the more crushing.
As they began to ascend the steps to the temple, Kirvan was faintly glad that he didn't have to walk them himself. It was little consolation. The horse's steps clacked against the stone steps, nearly eclipsing those of the others, when suddenly they all stopped to make way for a sudden silence. They were nearly at the temple now but something had made them stop, so Kirvan looked up to see what it was. He gasped.
He's here? he thought frantically. But why, why would he, why is... His thoughts were a jumbled mess, all caused by the sudden appearance of the one he honored so greatly. Even if his companions didn't recognize him, Kirvan did with stunning and fearful clarity. He didn't need to remember the statues, he looked just like in the stories: an old bearded yet upright and proud man, hair as billowing as a loose sail and eyes bluer than the deepest depths. Even to his untrained and unenhanced senses, he could feel the power simply radiating towards them all, the feeling of the open sea. His mouth was stretched and thin, a small frown shaping his face. Horror mixed with admiration, and the svefra was unsure of whether to gaze in adoration or cower in despair. If the priestess' anger was righteous and reflected within Laviku himself, then the most Kirvan could hope for was even a slim chance for forgiveness.
Upon seeing him, the svefra struggled off the horse, lowering himself to the grouns painfully slowly. His arms and legs were working, but his ribs nearly cracked in protest, and blood was still seeping from his head. Regardless, he managed to get down to his feet, then lower himself further as he kneeled. "Sea Father," he spoke reverently, his eyes wide and unblinking. Everything else sort of shorted out.
When Laviku grew nearer, Kirvan's head bowed immensely, nearly touching the stone steps in front of him. "I beg of you Sea Father, I did not know of the Balnag's severing from your domain, though I should have noticed. Please, give me a chance to redeem myself, I swear to you that I will do whatever you see fit to earn your forgiveness, please let me atone for this mistake." A small drop of blood splatted the stone steps where Kirvan was bowing. His words weren't spoken out forcefully and powerfully like a prided zealot, though were breathed out almost like a whisper, nearly a prayer in itself. He had no pride, he'd failed Laviku, and there was no way he could ever erase that memory.
Then he directed himself towards Wrenmae and asked for the boy's hand. The svefra knew better than to look up, though he wondered why he'd chosen Wrenmae in particular. He'd been holding the staff and was likely the most equipped to deal with it, true, but his only crime was inaction like all the others. Or was it? |
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