First, Phaylix, please calm down. I know the specific effect of taking everything seriously. Anger is probably the only temper that causes a lot of problems. If you are not angry, then great, but you appear that way to the rest of us. So what if you believed that what Caelum said was wrong? Not claiming that he was or wasn't, he is just one man offering advise out of the many who are giving you pretty good ideas.
Meditate and calm down. You can wage wars on anger but it will solve only little. But you should be warned, the number one rule on any role playing site, for me, is to never wage wars with the admins/moderators because they will ban your ass sooner than you can send another post that annoys them, or another apology. And no one wants to be banned, hurts your pride more than a slap to your face. Probably is the virtual slap to your face.
Second, Gossamar said it and now I will repeat it, work on another character. Just until your first can be accepted. The admins made a giant world that hits closer to real life than any other role play site I have seen before. There is so much to do that has not been done in so many places, some that havn't even been role played in yet. There was actually TOO MUCH and the admins had to close a couple of places down. You can wait to be an assassin in Syliras while you are a whore in Ravok or Sunberth; or a pirate with one arm, leg, and a parrot in Zeltiva or the Suvan Sea. In my opinion, there is too much you could do in little time.
Lastly, there are some things you can't control, and I am pretty sure that you will, or have, experienced this in real life. Gossamar not wanting to remove the red X is just another boss not wanting to review your job application because it looks horrible, in your opinion maybe. You can either do what the boss says and fix the job application or apply for another job. Those are about the only things you can control. You can try your hardest to change Goss' mind, but if it's not getting anywhere then it's not worth trying. It gets frustrating sometimes, and sometimes 'sometimes' becomes 'every time,' but trying to control the uncontrollable will only make things more frustrating. Do what is in your power to do, not what is above your own head.
Recap: Do some Yoga, create a new character, don't try to control the situation, or get your ass banned. Personally, I would go with becoming a whore in Sunberth.
