“She had the most shapely aft this side o’ the Suvan, mate. And when she unfurled her sails, ugh! A sailor’s shore dream...Hey! You even listenin’?”
The slap of a callused palm against his right shoulder dismantled Gideon’s concentration of the clustering of people before him, eyes blinking back the hawkish glare he’d been casting as he straightened his spine and favored the one talking to him with an apprehensive gaze, hand resting carefully on the pommel of the sword he had been unwilling to part with. “I… I sorry, friend. It just… people.”
The half empty mug of amber ale held twixt his scarred fingers was examined for the umpteenth time that night, its amber contents sloshing about as he rotated it nervously in his hand. Gideon didn’t much care for social gatherings. He didn’t much care for people in general, truth be told. The individual was pleasant enough, and small company could be appreciated. But to have so many in one locale made the hunter wish to crawl out from under his own skin.
He had come only at the behest of an old acquaintance, someone whose opinion of the world seemed aligned closely with his own. Of course, at the time of the invitation, Gideon had thought this to extend no further beyond a small huddle of recognizable faces and tamed revelry. What he observed of this particular gathering was well on its way to a bedlam of debauchery--at least from his perspective.
The callused hand from before met with his shoulder again, this time more gentle in its delivery and prolonged in duration. Furrowing his brow, the southerner turned his chin to find a flask being offered to him, glancing past it briefly to see the face of the sailor he’d been carrying on minced conversation with. “Here, drink this. I promise. It’ll make everything right with the world, mate.”
Gideon’s nose scrunched towards the bridge where strands of soot colored hair were brushed back, head shaking involuntarily as every instinct bade him refuse. “No. No. That no good. Need watch. Need show caush...care.”
The sailor’s lips twisted wryly, his insistence not so easily cowed by the hesitation shown in the other. He pushed the flask into his chest, and gave a falsely plaintive look. “Mate, you need to live a little. Stop with all this serious, dark, broody bullshyke. No one likes those kinds of bastards.”
“How you know I bastard?”
“That,” the sailor sighed, “isn’t what I meant. You’re craven. You’re--”
“How dare…”
“Shut yer yap and listen for a tick, Laviku almighty!” The exasperated tones led to a more forceful grip of the hand on Gideon’s shoulder. “Y’take life too seriously, y’understand? You’re afraid of lettin’ go, when lettin’ go is all it takes for you to live. No harm’ll come to yeh tonight, that I promise. Truth is mate, none of us are in control, savvy? We’re just playthings of the gods. So why not, y’know, play?”
Gideon’s lips pursed, fighting back the urge to drag their discussion on into a quarrel, but knowing it was neither man’s true intent. Still, his honor felt somewhat mistreated, hand setting down the mug as it grasped the flask poised against his chest instead. Uncorking its top, he stared daggers at the sailor before tipping the drink back and letting it flow willingly between his lips.
It was...revolting at first. Fire branded his tongue and churned all the way down to his stomach, collapsing his throat for a moment as he sputtered and gagged for air. The sailor could only watch in amusement, a dry laugh echoing off the stone walls of The Quay. “There he goes! More! More!”
The hunter shook his head, wiping the spittle away from the bottom of his lip with dirtied sleeve and continuing to cough. The insistence of the other became a steady push along the bottom of the flask however, coaxing it towards Gideon’s lips until there was no choice left but to drink or be drenched. Tilting his head back once more, eyes wringing from the sheer bite of it, the contents flowed until there was nothing left to show for it except a clearly distraught, hacking man, and one empty flask.
The sailor patted his newly found drinking partner along his back when he keeled over, Gideon’s hands dropping to his knees while he gasped for precious air. “What the petch in that?!” he spluttered.
“Something we use to clean the hull when she’s weighted down by barnacles, lad!”
Gideon’s expression paled, eyes drawing wide with the despairing thought that he might have just been poisoned. The sailor’s laughter only intensified at witnessing it, assisting the other to stand upright and clapping him once more along the back. “Only teasin’ ya lad. It’s rum, albeit a bit more potent. Enjoy yourself, and remember what I said!”
Latching his hand to one of the tables that had been set out for the festivities, Gideon could feel the world slowly begin to spin around him. And yet despite a perilous view of the world, everything around him seemed more pleasant and untroubled by the thoughts which had kept him so focused, and admittedly, uptight before.
A smile creased his crooked lips as Gideon made his way towards the thrall of guests, completely at peace with the fact that he was wandering headlong into one of his deepest fears.