Day 68, Season Fall, 513 AV
Rinya wasn’t entirely sure if she was miserable or just grumpy. Or could she actually be both at the same time? It was kind of hard to tell, seeing as she did not feel even slightly like herself. From head to toe she was primped and layered in clothing, make up and perfume that reeked over someone else and not herself. Like she had crawled into a shell of someone else and no one would know who she was even if she screamed it out load for everyone to hear. So despite the beauty of the whole thing, she was most certainly not feeling it.
Her long strapless black dress tinted with gold reflected the faint light of the torches. But it was her eyes that just added to her general unhappiness as well. She had poor vision in low light, and that meant one major thing. She needed the help of Rhys just to get to this petching party. Once there was more light, it would help, but at the moment she was clinging to his arm and squinting as she tried to pick her way down the street. There wasn’t likely to be anything in the way to make her fall—and Rhys had such a tight grip on her waist even if she tripped she wouldn’t topple over, but it was the principal of the point. She didn’t rely on people—okay she only allowed herself to rely on one person. And Rhys was not that person.
If Rhys noticed her surly attitude he didn’t mention it. A wise choice in her opinion really. In the last few weeks he had been tormenting her—and even once Jorin—about this party, but he was actually being fairly well behaved, for himself. His hand did not wander from her waist, and he actually smiled at her like a gentleman, instead of his usual smirk that told her he had all sorts of trouble on his mind. And for as well as she knew Rhys she knew one thing—this was actually very bad. This was a charming side of Rhys she wasn’t used to. Didn’t know how to deal with it. He was being kind and considerate—keeping his babbling mouth shut and traded cocky innuendoes for genuine affection.
Sighing to herself, Rinya tried to figure out his angle. At the beach, Rhys had made Jorin so uncomfortable leaving it to her mate’s mind what he might try. Either he was holding off until they made it to the party—or Rhys was actually trying to win her over instead of wearing her down to be his Nakivak. Perhaps trying to show her that he could be just as attentive as Jorin was. Which she already knew by his bedside manner when she had been injured. Seymantis of course had been no help however when she tried to pry out information. That worried her all the more.
Rinya knew Jorin was already present when they reached the pier. She hadn’t spotted him, but she could feel his emotions and his natural pull he had towards her. Unintentional and very faint, but always there. ”Rinya?” She glanced upwards at Rhys’ gentle question. She hadn’t realized she had zoned out while trying to locate Jorin in the better light. ”I’m sorry what?” Rhys frowned for a moment before shaking his head. ”Would you like something to drink?”
Shaking her head slightly, Rhys released the tight grip on her waist and shifted it—oddly enough—upwards. Landing squarely on the exposed bare skin of her upper back. The touch caused a shiver to pass through her skin, but not exactly of pleasure. More of surprise. She raised a brow at him and Rhys just shrugged at her, smiling lightly at her as he lead her towards several of the other guardsmen from the Warren. Well at least the small talk would be easy enough to handle. ”Hello boys.” Rinya smiled genuinely at her co workers. ”Well you look nice Rinya… very feminine.” One of the guards she didn’t even know the name to commented and Rhys just grinned brighter. Rinya rolled her eyes and ignored the conversation Rhys started up with them in favor of looking out for Jorin.
And her eyes landed on her prize quite quickly actually. Jorin stood with a girl—with the light she assumed it was Kirsi—and someone else she couldn’t quite make out. But it seemed like their skin seemed to reflect the light. Which struck her as completely odd actually. But there was a muted jealousy flowing through her veins. Not over the fact that Kirsi could win Jorin over—Jorin loved her she knew that—but the fact she didn’t get to be on his arm. It would have made her mood so much better. Instead of leaving her feeling like a glass figurine that might break at the wrong blast of wind.
Huffing to herself, Rinya’s fingers came up to twirl in her lightly curled hair piled over her left shoulder. It would do no good to completely focus on Jorin the end—she might as well let herself join in conversation. Otherwise Jorin would notice her unhappiness more so than it was now. ”Rinya would you like to dance before they announce the Queen?” Resisting the urge to groan, she let go of her hair, and placed her black gloved hand into Rhys. ”Might as well.” At least it wasn’t a question about her joining him in a dark corner or beach alone.